Good Man Operation Guide

Chapter 135.1: The Scummy Brother (3)

Mother Lin rushed into the room again.

When entering, she saw her two children looking towards her with a knife in their hands, and Lin Shixing had tear marks on her face.

It looked like a suicide scene somehow.

She instantly panicked, her brain went blank, and she rushed up to snatch the knife away regardless of the situation.

At this moment, at least Lin Shixing was feeling that she still had some sort of affection for her.

Her heart was full of anguish, which was mixed with confusion and despair.

If you love me, why don’t you give me a chance?

If you love me, why are you pushing me to the brink of no return?

Is the love for a son really so great that it has to be filled with the sacrifice of a daughter?

Mother Lin’s body was trembling, until she threw the knife on the ground.

She looked at her daughter with shivering lips and spoke with a trembling voice, “Lin Shixing, did I owe you in my last life? Do you have to make me angry to death before you’re satisfied?!!”

In the past, when she showed her sad appearance, Lin Shixing wouldn’t say anything hurtful. She was even willing to admit her mistake, just to lessen her mother’s worries.

This was perhaps the most frustrating part of her despair.

Even if she was pushed to the wall and stabbed in her heart, she still regarded these people as her closest relatives and the people she wouldn’t want to hurt the most.

But this time, Lin Shixing wouldn’t take a step back.

She couldn’t control the tears from her eyes. Her words were interrupted by sobs, but she still let it all out.

“Don’t I owe you? I’m not sure if it’s because I killed someone in my last life and committed a crime that’s why I was reborn in your belly and became your daughter? I’m really not asking for a lot, I haven’t been asking for much, I don’t want you to treat me like you treated my brother, I just want you to stop pushing me into the fire, over and over...”

If Dad comes back at night and still thinks I should drop out of school, then I’ll drop out of school. I’ll go out to work and earn money, and I’ll transfer my household registration when I turn 18.

I’ll work out the amount of money I’ve spent since childhood and separate cleanly, even if I have to work harder.

That’s it.

There’s no need to hope any more. I’ll give up this family and give up becoming their daughter.

Mother Lin didn’t know what Lin Shixing was thinking, she was still in shock because she never thought that there was so much injustice in her daughter’s heart.

Why are you so angry?

Boys and girls are treated differently. Shiheng is the boy of the family, of course, we should be good to him, and take good care of him.

Boys spend a lot of money outside, and he’s also in college. Giving him 4,000 or 5,000 yuan is quite normal, isn’t it? When Shixing went to high school, food and housing are provided by the school, how come 500 yuan isn’t enough to spend?

In the past, when I was working outside, spending 500 yuan a month was too much.

For Lin Shixing, she didn’t feel any guilt in her conscience and say that she loved her very much.

Look at all my cousins, nieces and nephews, which one of them were as blessed as Lin Shixing, still going to school at 17? And look at what she grew up with, she could eat everything good at home, even if Shiheng ate most of it, wasn’t the rest of it given to Shixing?

And those toys, although we always taught her to not take things from her brother, but couldn’t she play with them?

Like Mother Lin’s on childhood, before her brother died, she wasn’t allowed to even touch the slingshots and spin-tops, because girls couldn’t even touch those things. The family’s good food couldn’t even come near her mouth. She could only stand aside and wipe her drool and watch her brother eat. She also had to start the fire and cook, go up to the mountains and cut grass, and bring them back to feed the pigs and chickens.

Because she always remembered her childhood, where she didn’t even have the energy to play, and Shixing only did her chores as much as she could before she went to high school, she didn’t get tired as much as she did when she was a child.

Isn’t that enough?

Is that really not enough?